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Thursday, August 14, 2008
11:29 PM
Had accounting test today, studied so much but the questions were so straightforward. *roll eyes* burnt so much of my brain cells. BAH~
project gonna due soon, statistics test coming up. ARGH!
Drained.
Have not been sleeping enough these days, dark circles are so obvious now! I seriously need my precious sleep. Mentally drained, too many shitty things to think about and that caused me ONE white hair. (usually white hair do not associate with me. HA!) Does this show how stressed up am I? =
Besides being so stressed up with school work, some external factors do play a part as well. I shall not mention those, all I need is just understanding and pampering.
If i really regretted my choice, would I even be committed till now?
Sometimes what I wanna hear it's not sorry, I just wanna be coaxed and appeased.
It's very mental draining when I need to think carefully before I talk. My hatred towards shitty principles is really terrible. I hate so much of those principles. Do not tell me those are facts, feelings are facts too! It's a fact that i felt this way or that way. I very much want to be myself, that's what you wished for as well, but can I? When I am who I am, I'm always being said for this or said for that, what's the point? If I just change myself, I'll STILL be said, but this time round it's 'why put on a fake mask'.
I'm suffocating, all due to shitty facts and principles. Again and again, the damage you've caused to me increases as the time goes by. How many parts of me are left to be damaged by you next time.
as said by cher
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Chermaine Lee, 20
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