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Thursday, April 24, 2008
10:29 PM
Bangkok here I come!~~!
Cant wait for 30th of May to come asap, gonna shop till we drop!
HURRAYS~!
as said by cher
Monday, April 21, 2008
10:50 PM
Things happen over and over again, there seems to be no way out anymore. Simply tired of all these. Perhaps it's just not the right time and right one yet. Too many issues, too many hurtful words, too many anger, too many emotions, too many misunderstandings, too many miscommunication, too many too many.
I seem to have lost myself. Trying to be someone else, trying to learn to be someone whom 'he' can accept. Too much pressure, too much of "if you can speak up". Tired of hearing such things. If everyone can express themselves easily, there wont be any differences between introverts and extroverts.
Understanding doesnt come from 'speaking up' constantly, it's the heart. If emotions can be spelt out clearly, who doesnt want it that way. Some people may be straightforward, but some people may not be. However, we do not force our beliefs, logics, princeples etc on another person.
Hurtful words said once is enough, no matter how angry each of us were at that time, we shouldnt use any hurtful language or words. However I'm extremely disappointed in that. Changing one's nature takes time, i believe you agree, but i can tell you that I really do not see any difference between you now and before. I'm not afraid to say that I really did control my emotions lately and try to talk things out nicely and apologise whenever it is necessary. I'm tired of hearing you saying, 'I will change, give me time' when i dont see any effort put into it. If there is effort put into it, I will not hear hurtful words again. It's back to square one.
If someone who is angry can tell you that he/she is angry and is going to show you his/her attitude, thats no longer being angry. How to control emotions? When you are sad you laugh? When you are happy you cry like everyone on the earth are dead and leaving only you behind? It's true that talking things out nicely may be the best way to control conflicts from happening and all, but no matter how much that person can control, it will definitely not be as nice as when they are not angry? True?
On the other hand, if the way I'm treating you is not any better than I'm treating a dog, I've got nothing to say. It only reflects what kind of person I am to you and how much u assume you mean to me. Extremely disappointed.
Pressure from family, pressure from you, it's enough. I'm trying very hard to change, but no matter how much I put in the effort, it's still not enough. That's it. It's the end. I'm really very tired.
as said by cher
Sunday, April 06, 2008
10:08 PM
One week comes to an end extremely fast. Dread weekdays and love weekends! =]
Went for a small shopping spree with Ngiap, both of us went home with our loot. Thou we are really broke but spent near 200 bucks on shopping. HAHAHA~
Well, we just couldn't resist the temptation! Nothing much happened over the week, everyone has been busy working and that includes Jonathon Han! BOO~~ Didn't meet up for quite some time and FINALLY met up on saturday! I nearly died missing him. =]
When he ends work, I'm already asleep, when I'm working he is still asleep. Practically do not have the time to even talk to him over the phone and smses were extremely little! less than 10 per day i think?
Anyway, it's back to normal now! Took loads of pictures with Ngiap in the toilet.
After shopping, went over to west coast Mac to chill while waiting for the guys to end work. Free parking, 24 hours = GOOD! Met up with the guys after their work and that sums up our day.
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Tuesday, April 01, 2008
10:59 PM
As usual a working day, however something extremely hilarious happened at work. Seriously I do know that it's Arpil's Fool Day today, but do not ever try this prank on me EVER! If that prank was on me i guess I will faint on the spot. =]
Someone in work place received some ridiculous letter from annoymous, this annoymous person placed that letter and something wrapped in pieces of paper and it was written 'To. so-n-so" So, that person obviously read that letter and who knows, that annoymous person wrote things like, "you have short hands, short legs", "big fat pig" etc. It's like so ridiculous? out of nowhere someone just write something like that.
After reading the letter, that person went on to open that 'something' which was wrapped in pieces of paper. GUESS WAT! IT'S COCKROACH!
OH MY GOODNESS!
Isn't it absurd? there's actually people playing this kinda prank on people and the most ridiculous thing is the day before that same person sent the same letter but with a different 'object', which is GRASSHOPPER to this particular person!
I dont know should i pity this person or should I laugh at him. It's total madness~! I just couldn't believe it. Apparently this annoymous person is trying to seek some revenge or something? or he was overwhelmed with hatred for that person that's why there's such actions?
What an April Fool day I have isn't it? quite a memorable one though. HAHAHA! Cockroach is my biggest enemy! EEKS! the thought of it just makes my hair stand! GRR~
On the other hand, kinda dread work sometimes. It's fine to work in a friendly environment but it is such a torture if some people just show us some fuck up attitude when we both do not know what the hell did we do wrong in the first place. Hell to you all seriously~!
Pray hard tomorrow will be a better day~
as said by cher
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Chermaine Lee, 20
Jonathon Han is L.O.V.E =]
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