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Saturday, May 14, 2005
10:40 PM
i dunnoe wil u be readin tis.. i hate to sae all tis.. i hate to bless the both of u.. i hate to see the scene where the both of u together.. i hate to see u hold her hands.. i hate to see the smile u gave her.. i hate the sweet voice which u used to tok to me to tok to her.. i hate ur fone to be filled by her msg.. and.... i hate ur heart n eyes onli have her........
im numbed.. totali right frm my head to my toes.. n especialli my heart... numbed by the pain.. numbed by the news.... i hate to cry.. but again n again i cried becuz of u.. i tot i hab alrd overcome certain part of u, but when i noe the news todae, den i realised tat i hab never ever got over you.. .. ..
u can be so heartless.. ( jue qing) but my heart jus simply cant be occupied by sumone else but onli u.. there's a scar there, n it wil alwaz be there.. u hab nv helped me heal the scar, instead u make the scar even deeper.. .. ..
i wanna get away.. to a far far place.. i dun hab the courage to face u, face the reality, face the both of u now.. or rather i hab never ever dared to face the fact since the dae we ended.... maybe i can never face the reality in the future too, whu noes.. cuz u created a huge huge impact- the love u shower me wif, n oso the pain u left me wif.. in my life..
my heart reali hurts.. im numbed by the reality.. i cant seem to move.. im stuck right there.. yes.. jus there....
as said by cher
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Chermaine Lee, 20
Jonathon Han is L.O.V.E =]
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