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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
11:49 PM
This poem.. got it from somewhere.. found it simple n straight forward..
"I looked at him for the first time, and not noticing I would fall in love with him I looked away.
I now sit at home only thinking about him.
Why is it that I can't let him go?
I know he is never coming back, and begin to cry.
He was my first, my first at so many things.
But the one thing I will always remember,
isthat he was my first "True Love."
I did things not thinking of the outcome, and now I am left home all alone.
I just can't let him go.
Why is it that he can act like nothing is wrong, and say "I Love You?"
Does it even mean anything?
If he read this, would he show this to all of his friends?
I just don't know anymore!
All I know is that I love a guy.
And for that reason......"I Can't Let Him Go"
i reali dunnoe wat else shld i sae animore.. i hab heard too much n see too much.. i jus wanna MIA( missin in action) for a period of tym to get rid of all the probs.. n i reali mean ALL! why m i alwaz fated to meet tis kinda ppl? it is worse one after another.. if u wan to tel me somethin.. tel me straight! no nid to beat ard the bushes! i reali reali noe wat u gonna sae.. i hab mani questions to ask but i dun tink its right for me to do so.. i wanna approach u n tel u i actuali noe somethin. but for some reason i cant! i jus CANT! y do u noe so much! why?! whY ? whY?!! if i hab a choice i reali dun wan u to noe tat much lo!!
movin on needs time.. there r lots n lots of misunderstandings.. which i dun tink there is a use of talkin abt it now.. its all over.. over... its not goin to start all over again... n i noe its impossible...
as said by cher
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
11:08 PM
alright todae is definitely an 'eat n slp' dae for me.. it is so damn bored at home!~ but nvm, tis can prevent me from spendin money right? muahaha!~ but but but.. im reali gonna put on weight if tis goes on..! *sob*
okie okie! enuff of the FATTENING topic~ hmm.. lets go into something else.. recently i met reali diff kinda ppl.. one good example are those hypocrites! they actuali treat u so nice in front of u while behind u.. u might never noe wat they are doin to hurt you.. well.. we cant possibily throw them out of the world right?( wah lau.. y cannot? =X) nahz.. jus kiddin.. but havin tis kinda ppl doesnt reali affect me either as long as they dun ka jiao me..muahaha
replyin to karin's blog: maybe havin such ppl in our life can make our lives more interestin? can let us witness wif our naked eyes tat actuali tis kinda ppl do exist.. ppl do hab many 'faces' n ppl do change.. we cant stop these changes.. we jus need to accept it as tis is part of our lives..
wat i can sae now is.. cherish wat u all hab now n dun regret when it's all too late.. when the time comes.. it is too late for amendments n apology.. time waits for no one..
" wo cong lai dou mei you hou hui guo.." ( i hab never ever regretted..)
as said by cher
Monday, March 28, 2005
10:07 PM
A woman is like a Rose...
''Each and every one unique,Yet all of them possessingCertain wonderful traitsThat make them such a blessing!Beautiful, empoered,And sharp as a tack,There are few good qualitiesThat these true wonders lack.A woman can be delicateYet srtong and vibrant too,A woman...For whom this all is true.''
got tis from somewhere n found it meaningful.. sweet n short so decided to post it here for the ladies~
din go out todae.. spend my whole dae at home.. talk to a few frens.. (shall not elaborate on the conversation =X).. actuali decided to join TAG to the movies~ but in the end jus dun feel lye goin animore.. sorrie peeps=)
'jing tian ni ke yi ling wu dao na me duo dao li.. dan shi guo le ji tian ni hai shi zai yuan di ta bu.. sui ran qian mian de lu hen man chang.. dan shi wo zhi dao ni men dou yi zhi zhai shou hu zhe wo.. xie xie'
as said by cher
Sunday, March 27, 2005
9:21 PM
not feelin reali well todae as i had fever in the morning n now after takin some med im fine.. anyway.. i read up a few blogs n they hab been sayin abt the accident at the mrt.. i seriously tink tat it was so stupid to risk ur life becuz of one shoe! although the depth is not tat deep but PLS! dun try tat!! however i stil wanna send my condolences to his family..
i smsed him jus now.. din noe why i did tat too.. at that moment, the kind of missing-him feelin is back.. i remembered tat was how we started and tat kinda feelin is reali sweet.. well well.. those were the times.. hey peeps, dun misunderstand me.. im sayin all these not becuz im still hopin for a patch or im not lookin forward in life..im jus missing the times yar? if YOU are readin tis.. i jus wanna sae thanks for the memories tat u hab given me, n we will alwaz be best of frens yar?
as said by cher
Saturday, March 26, 2005
11:27 PM
alright! here is my first entry okie.. i will keep my promise.. =) erm.. let me recap wat i did todae.. went for vball todae.. i realised tat its was so damn long since i last touched vball lo! but well.. hab fun wif the gals todae.. besides. todae oso went to andy's hse watch vcds.. but overall it was a fun dae to me.. cuz get to meet up wif frens! cuz i hab been rottin at home for the past few daes!! gosh! jus hope sch wil start soon n there will be something for me to do.. lastly! thanks waien for helpin so muchy in makin this blog successful k! muacks!
as said by cher
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Chermaine Lee, 20
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